When the clock hits 12:00 tonight there is gonna be a new me, i’m sorry to those who know me but its something i gotta do for myself. Gotta make changes to see results because what I have gone through in the past year was unhealthy for me. Gotta focus on myself because in the end that’s all i really have. God bless to all and i hope that i can better myself. I am gonna try to start seeing a therapist but it takes steps don’t want to rush anything. Happy new years to all!